Sunday, May 10, 2009
You're indecent.
And my lips said go but I said no, and you just stood there looking merciful as I felled myself with a dull axe of indecision and animosity.
I wanted so much to reach out and to touch the crumpled chrysalis behind me, crawl back indoors where it never snowed, where the ceiling stared back when I look up in servitude; those walls were all too kind as the reached inside and tugged away at everything I was taught I couldn’t live without.
With books and mislead poetry fluttering at my side, I took on what little of the world I really longed to know my neat lines drawn upon a map in just four simple minded colors—but of course you rained on my parade with those stormy azure irises, more enrapturing than any garden flower.
And then the sky fell down around my almost open bones, woke the rib-revealing emptiness I’d never known enough to loath—yet I wanted it so sanely as to shudder in the shadows, hiding from your excitable agility until temptation looked me over, walked away unsatisfied.
I LOVE YOU 11:59 AM
♥ desires for my birthday and thenon
Kevin Max's Raven Songs album
A USB Yamaha digital recording piano keyboard
Rock Band for Wii
My silver star necklace
My gold star necklace
My jiggly Giraffe silver necklace
The Sanyo Xacti HD underwater digital camcorder (lime green!) when it comes to the USA
The complete Powerpuff Girl's season collection
Freaks & Geeks season collection
Foster's Home Of Imaginary Friends season collection
Real Madrid European football paraphernalia
Broncos American football paraphernalia
A Lara Croft Halloween costume
TWLOHA Deon sweater
A Purpose For Pain TWLOHA book
A USB SD camera card reader
A pineapple mug to drink liquids in
Pineapple antics in general
Giraffe antics in general
Tim Hawkins stand up comedies
A teal colored automobile to drive, that's better than URN