Wednesday, April 8, 2009
It's Only Life You Gave Me.
Whisper to me that I’m beautiful one more time, though I’m dressed in bare skin again, scarred and imperfect but oh so lovely under your always bated gaze; forget that I’m a ghost in a black wedding dress.
Sometimes I want to spread my arms apart, reach in impossible directions until I snap, finally insane and free to fly with broken wings; they’re burned and bloody but still beating softly like the sound of my heart in my head, a dull rhythm cutting through my bloodstream. I’m made of electricity and mistakes tonight.
Broken promises glide across my swollen lips, pouring over the edge beyond, behind the stars, while I paint my fingerprints phosphorescent just so you might see me when I’m six feet gone, dead but maybe so much more alive than anyone with glass bones and brittle fingertips to kiss.
Don’t you know that you’re part of me now, a little piece of life inside of me, still living? I’m breathing because you gave me oxygen just when I thought I would die again; you told me I couldn’t drown today, there was so much more of me left to give, but you lied about having nothing to lose when I realized you meant everything when you said you were in love with my flaws.
I LOVE YOU 6:37 AM
♥ desires for my birthday and thenon
Kevin Max's Raven Songs album
A USB Yamaha digital recording piano keyboard
Rock Band for Wii
My silver star necklace
My gold star necklace
My jiggly Giraffe silver necklace
The Sanyo Xacti HD underwater digital camcorder (lime green!) when it comes to the USA
The complete Powerpuff Girl's season collection
Freaks & Geeks season collection
Foster's Home Of Imaginary Friends season collection
Real Madrid European football paraphernalia
Broncos American football paraphernalia
A Lara Croft Halloween costume
TWLOHA Deon sweater
A Purpose For Pain TWLOHA book
A USB SD camera card reader
A pineapple mug to drink liquids in
Pineapple antics in general
Giraffe antics in general
Tim Hawkins stand up comedies
A teal colored automobile to drive, that's better than URN