Monday, April 13, 2009
Ethereal.
I’m almost wishing I were almost naked, stripped to the bares of myself with bones and flesh and soul mixed together, exposed and reaching toward you; then maybe you would remember me.
Touch my tears, they’re real this time; I guess I finally learned how to cry. Pinch the wetness with your fingertips and try to imagine how I must think I feel.
Run your hands along my body, lingering where the scars are; brush your pretty hands at the ugliness until you realize that you created it, all of this and who I am.
I remember how I trembled, your child’s hand touching my child’s face, almost kisses that became more than that as you looked into my eyes that could never, never in the forevers of life be as beautifully broken blue as yours; maybe that was the reason you could never love me.
With my poetry and imaginary things, refusal of all the realities binding everyone else; I love to pretend you love pretending, but perhaps that’s the only way we could be.
Am I still a pretty picture of nothing? My mediocrity is far enough for this to be okay, good enough for one short moonless night, but never more than you can touch.
Pluck me a thousand freshly stale words from your garden of whys and lies and excuses, every reason why I can’t be with you; give me your verbiage, your beautiful limerick lyrics, while mine linger behind my lips, playing with my tongue as I watch your mouth; love words, hate words, death notes and poetry stuck between my almost not quite perfect teeth.
Please come see what you’ve created, what you took and made unbeautiful, drained and drank until it was almost less than alive, reduced to melancholy phrases on its pen, dying simply because you told it to live.
Do you recognize me now?
I LOVE YOU 4:49 AM
♥ desires for my birthday and thenon
Kevin Max's Raven Songs album
A USB Yamaha digital recording piano keyboard
Rock Band for Wii
My silver star necklace
My gold star necklace
My jiggly Giraffe silver necklace
The Sanyo Xacti HD underwater digital camcorder (lime green!) when it comes to the USA
The complete Powerpuff Girl's season collection
Freaks & Geeks season collection
Foster's Home Of Imaginary Friends season collection
Real Madrid European football paraphernalia
Broncos American football paraphernalia
A Lara Croft Halloween costume
TWLOHA Deon sweater
A Purpose For Pain TWLOHA book
A USB SD camera card reader
A pineapple mug to drink liquids in
Pineapple antics in general
Giraffe antics in general
Tim Hawkins stand up comedies
A teal colored automobile to drive, that's better than URN