Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Drowning At The Fingertips.
I fiddle with my fingers, move them along the fold of a fragile dress—floral, shivering, anxious to be accepted; such an abstract feeling to a body such as me, drenched in self worth and self words, bony confidence that so often slithers off my shoulders, rolls across my spine, accumulating until it falls from the backs of my calves into shallow footprints.
It drowns in my depth, lungs so inept they hardly exist at all when even where I walk is more beautiful
(or so they say) than I, because lately the gravel has been slightly choking; I’m only hoping it’s just a phase—
something inane that won’t matter even if I fail.
Falling from my apple trees and winter rooftops so pristine, into the juicy dry of unripe asphalt; it’s no one’s fault, of course, though I wish I could find this No One everyone speaks of, so good at hide and seek, I haven’t got a chance. So I’ll just camp out by the window, that one rooted to the carpet, not be pretty-pattering along the streets so all of me would corrupt the ugly faces people paint there. No.
I’ll just stay here.
I LOVE YOU 1:10 PM
♥ desires for my birthday and thenon
Kevin Max's Raven Songs album
A USB Yamaha digital recording piano keyboard
Rock Band for Wii
My silver star necklace
My gold star necklace
My jiggly Giraffe silver necklace
The Sanyo Xacti HD underwater digital camcorder (lime green!) when it comes to the USA
The complete Powerpuff Girl's season collection
Freaks & Geeks season collection
Foster's Home Of Imaginary Friends season collection
Real Madrid European football paraphernalia
Broncos American football paraphernalia
A Lara Croft Halloween costume
TWLOHA Deon sweater
A Purpose For Pain TWLOHA book
A USB SD camera card reader
A pineapple mug to drink liquids in
Pineapple antics in general
Giraffe antics in general
Tim Hawkins stand up comedies
A teal colored automobile to drive, that's better than URN