Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Seasonal Delights.
He says that she is lemon ripe with juice running down her throat; she tastes like summer in his mouth, though autumn auburn hair runs through his fingers and snowflakes shatter in her eyes. She can’t be just a single season, and it looks as if spring is at her fingertips; she brings to life everything, anything, she touches.
He wants her so much it kills him on the inside, outside, every side of him pulses for her touch; if only she would want him like he wants her, his very own untouchable transforming girl.
I look into his eyes and think of howI am not so beautiful, how I am less than what he sees in someone much more amazing than I could ever be.
I am only ink stained and coffee drenched scribble, scratching words on dry pieces of any sort of long ago trees and sometimes even my skin, but my tattoos are vice compared to the smooth curves of her cheeks and arms so free of any discrepancy thatI want to rip away at my skin and forget I feel, refuse to remember what I’ve been taught and just grow a pair of mirror wings that echo as I try to fly across the boundaries of what never was and always will be, nothing and everything gliding through my skin and hair so mediocre, so lacking in any sort of beauty whatsoever.
But I smile and say it will all turn out all right and everything will end up how it’s supposed to be; love will come to you because it never came to me, and he forgets me all the time but I always think of him. It doesn’t really matter when my fingers are crossed in lies just like my lips that must taste of dead leaves and broken dreams because they’ve been forgotten and so have I.
Maybe to someone I will taste like apples and have the life of spring in eyes that might someday sparkle; maybe they will see the summer sun in my skin so faded and the color of icy earth in my garden soil hair. Maybe he was wrong and I could be his very own untouchable transforming girl; or maybe he was right, and I’m just mediocre and unmemorable.
I LOVE YOU 12:44 PM
♥ desires for my birthday and thenon
Kevin Max's Raven Songs album
A USB Yamaha digital recording piano keyboard
Rock Band for Wii
My silver star necklace
My gold star necklace
My jiggly Giraffe silver necklace
The Sanyo Xacti HD underwater digital camcorder (lime green!) when it comes to the USA
The complete Powerpuff Girl's season collection
Freaks & Geeks season collection
Foster's Home Of Imaginary Friends season collection
Real Madrid European football paraphernalia
Broncos American football paraphernalia
A Lara Croft Halloween costume
TWLOHA Deon sweater
A Purpose For Pain TWLOHA book
A USB SD camera card reader
A pineapple mug to drink liquids in
Pineapple antics in general
Giraffe antics in general
Tim Hawkins stand up comedies
A teal colored automobile to drive, that's better than URN