Saturday, March 28, 2009
Overdose.
She’s drowning in all this oxygen, half dead in a bathtub full of ice cold air; she whispers through clenched teeth that all the trees are dying, decaying and fading into the sky, leaves turning to iron stars that fall from the sky onto our heads until our crowns break open and out pour the dreams of generations, a rainbow liquid streaming down our bodies.
But nothing changes.
She’s burning holes through her skin with just her fingertips and cigarettes, brushing her hair with an acid laced comb, screaming softly into oblivion as the oceans turn to sunshine; drying up like dead philosophers’ tongues wriggling between our fingers, filling up our lungs with oh so salty water. Soon there will be nothing left, and the waves will be but a memory.
But nothing changes.
She’s sewing silk into her shoulders, pushing the needle through her skin, smiling at the bloody black ribbon, singing to all her long lost souls.
Tonight the mountains crumble into butterflies; they’ll fly away from our world, leaving us in one dimension, flat and boundless. We will try to speak, but our mouths are filled with all the thoughts we thought were true, and eventually we will die, while she'll wear the sun around her throat.
But nothing changes.
And as everything stays the same, she grows thinner every day; eyes wide as if to terrorize, thoughts drifting into fantasy where fays live and nothing dies except for the horrified little girl shooting something into her blood, breathing smoke and chemicals, chewing pretty little white pills.
As demons plague her mind, she screams and thrashes in the grass, clothes ripped and stained a colorful rainbow of crudeness. She’s the definition of the opposite of living, but not quite dead, or at least not today.
Because overdose tastes better tomorrow.
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♥ desires for my birthday and thenon
Kevin Max's Raven Songs album
A USB Yamaha digital recording piano keyboard
Rock Band for Wii
My silver star necklace
My gold star necklace
My jiggly Giraffe silver necklace
The Sanyo Xacti HD underwater digital camcorder (lime green!) when it comes to the USA
The complete Powerpuff Girl's season collection
Freaks & Geeks season collection
Foster's Home Of Imaginary Friends season collection
Real Madrid European football paraphernalia
Broncos American football paraphernalia
A Lara Croft Halloween costume
TWLOHA Deon sweater
A Purpose For Pain TWLOHA book
A USB SD camera card reader
A pineapple mug to drink liquids in
Pineapple antics in general
Giraffe antics in general
Tim Hawkins stand up comedies
A teal colored automobile to drive, that's better than URN