Monday, March 30, 2009
Insidious Silences.
You stand there wordless and wounded, jaw dropping, dripping disbelief upon the floor she dances over, careless; words hurt so much more than garden pebbles tossed and glanced away ashamedly, all the words she slid down your throat wrapped up in candy coated vinegar droplets.
So I just shrink backward and inward, fading away so you don’t have to look at me like you looked at her when she was broken; I will never be naked and vulnerable for you like I always wanted to be when we were strangers.
We crumbled and sifted through each others’ fingers, once upon a time before your fairytale, before falling apart was cliché and condescending; she choked out all the pulchritude of falling, left you on a pedestal above your means where you starved in so many ways that your ribs cried themselves to sleep.
What if flies and vinegar aren’t such strangers, if these acidic memories are killing us ever so slightly enough to not quite see; I can’t look at myself in this honey hued conception after all the minutes and moments of adoration I endured for something or someone I needed in that long ago used to be fairytale way.
Let me kiss away the speechlessness. I’ll leave a different lack of words in your mouth, the kind that never quite goes away but always lingers in the very nearly forgotten background noise, just waiting for a memory to star in.
Let me be the forgotten unforgettable for you.
I LOVE YOU 7:47 AM
♥ desires for my birthday and thenon
Kevin Max's Raven Songs album
A USB Yamaha digital recording piano keyboard
Rock Band for Wii
My silver star necklace
My gold star necklace
My jiggly Giraffe silver necklace
The Sanyo Xacti HD underwater digital camcorder (lime green!) when it comes to the USA
The complete Powerpuff Girl's season collection
Freaks & Geeks season collection
Foster's Home Of Imaginary Friends season collection
Real Madrid European football paraphernalia
Broncos American football paraphernalia
A Lara Croft Halloween costume
TWLOHA Deon sweater
A Purpose For Pain TWLOHA book
A USB SD camera card reader
A pineapple mug to drink liquids in
Pineapple antics in general
Giraffe antics in general
Tim Hawkins stand up comedies
A teal colored automobile to drive, that's better than URN