Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Imaginary Smear.
I’m finger-painting bloody streaks in the floodlit morning sky, broken fingernails clawing at the sun, clawing at my eyes.
The kindergarten shapes are childishly simple: bold lines, blunted angles; fingerprint smudges smear the pictures like bitter, morbid raspberry jam forgotten at a midnight picnic in a winter not everyone survived.
A bare bones mockery of art, midmorning sunsets colored in crayon without any attention to the lines; the blue shows through in the cracks and reveals the lie for what it is.
If I wash the blood under my fingernails until the water runs clear and the guilt runs down the drain in teardrop trickles like sugar water left out for hummingbirds that won't come, no one has to know about my finger-painted midmorning sunsets.
I LOVE YOU 8:02 PM
♥ desires for my birthday and thenon
Kevin Max's Raven Songs album
A USB Yamaha digital recording piano keyboard
Rock Band for Wii
My silver star necklace
My gold star necklace
My jiggly Giraffe silver necklace
The Sanyo Xacti HD underwater digital camcorder (lime green!) when it comes to the USA
The complete Powerpuff Girl's season collection
Freaks & Geeks season collection
Foster's Home Of Imaginary Friends season collection
Real Madrid European football paraphernalia
Broncos American football paraphernalia
A Lara Croft Halloween costume
TWLOHA Deon sweater
A Purpose For Pain TWLOHA book
A USB SD camera card reader
A pineapple mug to drink liquids in
Pineapple antics in general
Giraffe antics in general
Tim Hawkins stand up comedies
A teal colored automobile to drive, that's better than URN